My Government Means to Kill Me, Rasheed Newson
My Government Means to Kill Me, Rasheed Newson
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My Government Means to Kill Me
A Novel

Author: Rasheed Newson

Narrator: Jelani Alladin

Unabridged: 8 hr 47 min

Format: Digital Audiobook Download

Published: 08/23/2022


Synopsis

This program is read by actor, singer, and dancer Jelani Alladin, who originated the role of Kristoff in Broadway's Frozen musical.

A fierce and riveting queer coming-of-age story following the personal and political awakening of a young gay Black man in 1980s New York City, from the television drama writer and producer of The Chi, Narcos, and Bel-Air

“Full of joy and righteous anger, sex and straight talk, brilliant storytelling and humor, Rasheed Newson’s debut novel has given us the story of Trey, set against the history of 80s queer Black New York, AIDS, and the movements that changed the era. A spectacularly researched Dickensian tale with vibrant characters and dozens of famous cameos, it is precisely the book we’ve needed for a long time. That—and a rollicking read! What more could you want?” —Andrew Sean Greer, Pulitzer Prize-winning author of Less

Born into a wealthy Black Indianapolis family, Earl “Trey” Singleton III leaves his overbearing parents and their expectations behind by running away to New York City with only a few dollars in his pocket. In the city, Trey meets up with a cast of characters that changes his life forever. He volunteers at a renegade home hospice for AIDS patients, and after being put to the test by gay rights activists, becomes a member of the AIDS Coalition to Unleash Power (ACT UP). Along the way Trey attempts to navigate past traumas and searches for ways to maintain familial relationships—all while seeking the meaning of life amid so much death.

Vibrant, humorous, and fraught with entanglements, Rasheed Newson’s My Government Means to Kill Me is an exhilarating, fast-paced coming-of-age story that lends itself to a larger discussion about what it means for a young gay Black man in the mid-1980s to come to terms with his role in the midst of a political and social reckoning.

A Macmillan Audio production from Flatiron Books.

About Rasheed Newson

Rasheed Newson is the author of the national bestseller My Government Means to Kill Me, which was selected as a Lambda Literary finalist for Gay Fiction and was named one of the “100 Notable Books of 2022” by The New York Times. He is also a television drama writer, producer, and showrunner. He codeveloped Bel-Air and worked on The Chi, Animal Kingdom, and Narcos, among other drama series. Newson is a 2025–26 American Library in Paris Visiting Fellow. He currently lives with his husband and their two children in Pasadena.


Reviews

Goodreads review by lisa (fc hollywood's version) on February 15, 2024

This is the kind of book that should be hyped up. It is phenomenally written, and although it is fiction, it is written like a memoir and a particular hard-hitting one at that. It baffles me that this is the author's debut novel, but it gives me a lot of hope for the future of the publishing industr......more

Goodreads review by jay on January 03, 2023

welcome to 202-Queer 🌈✨, the year where i only read queer books and finally have fun 🌈✨ and sometimes find the greatest book ever written if you only read one queer book this year, make it this one. hell, if your goodreads challenge is to only read one book in 2023 (stupid, why would anyone do that)......more

Goodreads review by Inés on July 10, 2022

I am left speechless.......more

Goodreads review by Phil on August 19, 2022

Narration: 5 Stars Story: 5 Stars The point is to let your bruised and bloodied bodies serve as evidence that the government means to kill you, if you so much as protest its bigoted policies. This, right here, is a powerhouse debut - hilarious, heartbreaking, poignant, sexy, and thought-provoking, thi......more

Goodreads review by Monte on September 18, 2022

Have I read a book like this before? I'm not quite sure if I'm being honest. Obviously I've picked up historical fiction, I've read books centering queer characters, books featuring fictional characters interacting with or referencing real people. I've read a lot of books in my life, adn yet this one......more


Awards

  • New York Times Book Review Notable Books of the Year
  • The Philadelphia Inquirer Best Books of the Year