Its Not Nothing, Courtney Denelle
Its Not Nothing, Courtney Denelle
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It's Not Nothing

Author: Courtney Denelle

Narrator: Hillary Huber

Unabridged: 4 hr 41 min

Format: Digital Audiobook Download

Published: 09/01/2022

Categories: Fiction, Women, Urban


Synopsis

Down-and-out and deteriorating, Rosemary Candwell drifts from anonymous beds and bars in Providence to a homeless shelter hidden among the hedge-rowed avenues of Newport and through the revolving door of service jobs and quick-fix psychiatric care, always grasping for hope, for a solution. She’s desperate to readjust back into a family and a world that has deemed her a crazy bitch living a choice they believe she could simply un-choose at any time. She endures flashbacks, panic attacks, migraines, and nightmares. She can’t sleep, or she sleeps for days; she lashes out at anyone and everyone, especially herself. She abuses over-the-counter cold medicine and guzzles down anything caffeinated just to feel less alone. What if her family is right? What if she is truly broken beyond repair? Drawn from the author’s experience of homelessness and trauma recovery, It’s Not Nothing is a collage of small moments, biting jokes, intrusive memories, and quiet epiphanies meant to reveal a greater truth: resilience never looks the way we expect it to.

About Courtney Denelle

Courtney Denelle is a writer and photographer from Providence, Rhode Island. She has been awarded residencies from Hedgebrook and the Jentel Foundation and received her greater education from the public library. It's Not Nothing is her first novel.

About Hillary Huber

"Hillary has recorded close to 700 audiobooks spanning many genres.  She is a multiple Audie Award finalist, multiple Earphone Award winner, Voice Arts Awards winner and one of Audiofile Magazine's best voices.  Hillary has a BA in English Literature and is a voracious reader and listener.  Likes: yoga, hip hop dancing, baking sourdough, bourbon. Dislikes: liver. Raised in conservative Connecticut and hippy Hawaii, Hillary now splits her time between Santa Monica and New York.   Most of that time is in a 4x4 padded room. Er...booth. Her superpower is reciting the alphabet backwards.Created with WordToHTML.net trial."


Reviews

Goodreads review by Lucy on July 21, 2022

This is a stunning debut from Courtney. It explores elements of trauma, anxiety, depression and addiction really deeply and honestly. I felt for Rosemary as a person and wanted to see her overcome her past, process her feelings and understand herself, thereby overcoming the addiction that plagues he......more

Goodreads review by Courtney Elizabeth Young on June 07, 2024

I had no idea that going to a reading for one of my favorite authors the other night would put me in front of the last copy of this book at that bookstore, now one of my most favorite books. Ever. This morning before leaving my house I happened to read the back cover synopsis, thought, “holy shit, I......more

Goodreads review by Julia on November 02, 2022

Rosemary, Courtney Denelle’s main character in this first novel, is acerbic, intelligent, bitter, deprecating, self-destructive, and painfully self-aware of how far she’s fallen. She is her own worst enemy - and her only saviour. Denelle’s use of stream of consciousness to tell the story makes it in......more

Goodreads review by Chris on September 29, 2022

I feel like there's so much I want to say about this book. But, unlike its author, I'm not sure how to say it. What is this book? A thousand anecdote that sum up to a cohesive and powerful whole. It is heartbreaking and hilarious. Often at the same time. It is a story of neglect and abuse and how th......more

Goodreads review by Jodi on November 19, 2022

Only 166 pages but a heavy book. Not quite 4 stars 3.75. The story is about a woman named Rosemary who grew up in an abusive family. As a young adult she struggles with suicidal ideation, addiction, and homelessness. The author does a good job of conveying the isolation Rosemary feels toward a world......more