If We Survive This, Racquel Marie
If We Survive This, Racquel Marie
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If We Survive This

Author: Racquel Marie

Narrator: Racquel Marie

Unabridged: 9 hr 5 min

Format: Digital Audiobook Download

Publisher: Recorded Books

Published: 06/17/2025


Synopsis

The Walking Dead meets Yellowjackets in If We Survive This, a tense and emotional young adult horror novel from award-winning author Racquel Marie about a teen girl leading a group of survivors on a perilous journey during the apocalypse. Flora Braddock Paz is not the girl who survives. A colorful creative who spends as much time fearing death as she does trying to hide that fear from her loved ones, she’s always considered herself weak. But half a year into the global outbreak of a rabies mutation that transforms people into violent, zombie-like "rabids," she and her older brother, Cain, are still alive. With their mom dead, their dad missing, and their Los Angeles suburb left desolate, they form a new plan: venture out to the secluded Northern California cabin they vacationed in growing up—their best chance at a safe haven and maybe even seeing their dad again. The dangers of the world have changed, but so has Flora. Still, their journey up the state is complicated by encounters with familiar faces, hidden truths, new allies, and painful memories of the whole family’s final time making this trip the previous year. And for Flora, one thing inevitably remains: No matter how far you run, death is never far behind. ★ "Marie delves into the genre with resounding success: alternating chapters titled “Now” and “Then” juxtapose Flora’s life in survival mode with society pre-apocalypse. Introspective portrayals of OCD and steadfast siblinghood combine with standout depictions of classic horror tropes bursting with sci-fi zombie gore in this tightly paced novel."—Publishers Weekly, starred review

Reviews

Goodreads review by Marieke on June 18, 2025

I can handle so much these days. More than I ever thought possible. It’s a strange thing, really, to discover that you were wrong about yourself. I don’t really see this YA as horror, even though it’s pitched as one. For me, it’s more of an apocalyptic story like All That’s Left in the World, with th......more

Goodreads review by Books_the_Magical_Fruit (Kerry) on June 08, 2025

Oh, this broke my heart so many times. It has a searingly accurate portrayal of what it’s like to live with OCD and intrusive thoughts. Flora’s brain is constantly showing her images of herself or her loved ones dying in horrific ways. You know when you’re really frightened for your life? That’s bee......more

Goodreads review by JulesGP on June 28, 2025

If We Survive This is the third book I’ve read by this author. I’m also a big zombie fan so it was a win win choice. First thing that took my attention is how fast this author has gotten so good. Flora is a teenager who should be celebrating milestones like her 18th birthday, prom, and graduation bu......more

Goodreads review by Denise on June 17, 2025

In If We Survive This, an outbreak of a mutated version of the rabies virus occurs, leaving society in shambles and creating violent and infectious “rabids.” Flora Braddock Paz and her older brother Cain leave their childhood home and embark on a journey to an isolated cabin from their past to possi......more

Goodreads review by Sidney on May 28, 2025

Six months ago, there was a global outbreak of a rabies mutation that transformed people into violent, zombielike "rabids”. With their mom dead, their LA suburb being deserted & their dad missing, Flora & her brother Cain venture out to their childhood cabin in hopes of finding their dad. 3.5/5✨ roun......more