Disgraceful, Rachel Fox McLeod
Disgraceful, Rachel Fox McLeod
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Disgraceful

Author: Rachel Fox McLeod

Narrator: Annie Maynard

Unabridged: 11 hr 37 min

Format: Digital Audiobook Download

Published: 04/27/2026


Synopsis

A hilarious and moving debut novel about a woman who writes a ‘f*ck-it’ list to reclaim herself after her marriage unexpectedly implodes.

Forty-nine-year-old Grace Miller is the ultimate good girl. Good wife, good mother, good role model. She has to be, she’s been married to a notable evangelical Christian pastor for nearly thirty years.

But when Grace’s marriage implodes, she realises she’s spent her entire life putting other people’s needs first – and she’s had enough. Determined to shake things up, Grace writes a ‘f*ck-it’ list of fifty bad decisions to complete before she turns fifty. But just as she starts to reclaim herself, her family throws her some unexpected curve balls that threaten to derail the plan.

With the emotional heart and complex family dynamics of Marian Keyes and Monica McInerney, combined with the sharp humour of Kathy Lette and Caitlin Moran, Disgraceful tramples the idea that women should grow old gracefully, and posits that sometimes bad decisions are the best ones you can make.

About Rachel Fox McLeod

Rachel Fox McLeod is an award-winning fiction writer and screenwriter. Her film and television credits including Wanted (Matchbox Pictures), Mako Mermaids (Disney/Netflix) and The Bachelor. Rachel has also been awarded the Josephine Ulrick Literature Prize and the Griffith Review Emerging Writers Prize. Her debut novel, Disgraceful, is being developed as a television series and has previously been supported by Screen QLD. Rachel likes tattoos, pop culture, the F word and cheese. Not in that order ... cheese always comes first.


Reviews

Goodreads review by Kimmy on May 11, 2026

This was hilarious! I listened to the audio, and between the narrators accent and inflection I was laughing outloud! Feel good, funny, and light read!......more

Goodreads review by Tammy on May 11, 2026

Disgraceful, the debut novel by Rachel Fox McLeod, is one I had a real love–hate relationship with. The story follows Grace, a 49-year-old who has built her identity around being a “good” wife, mother, and role model. Her life unravels when her husband announces he is leaving her, forcing Grace into......more

Goodreads review by Rebecca on April 12, 2026

An entertaining and engaging read - a great debut! If you have ever been sceptical about 'big' churches, then you will LOVE the beginning of this book. I laughed out loud at the irony (and don't think for a minute I didn't have an exact picture in my mind!). But don't be fooled. Disgraceful is as dee......more

Goodreads review by Brooke on February 01, 2026

What a debut!! Rachel Fox McLeod’s first novel is set to make waves and I feel so lucky to have had read it before it hits the shelves. Rachel’s writing feels so natural - funny, wise and deeply honest - and Grace is such a relatable protagonist. The story examines the light and shade of family, the......more

Goodreads review by Emma on March 10, 2026

A wild and dazzling debut from a smart, fresh voice in Australian fiction, DISGRACEFUL is a propulsive story of midlife tumult and triumph. Protagonist Grace's journey is raw and real. From the moment the rug is ripped from underneath her through to the immensely satisfying conclusion, I was willing......more


Quotes

'Come for the laughs, but stay for the heart and wisdom that abounds in Rachel Fox McLeod’s highly entertaining debut, Disgraceful. This is wonderful, car-crash storytelling – just try to look away as Grace Miller’s mid-life implosion takes us from the confines of church to the wild abandon of the sex dungeon and the pure terror of the delivery suite. This is the mid-life rollercoaster in all its glorious mess – and I say Amen to that!' 

'Full of raw honesty and heart, Disgraceful is a wild and dazzling debut. Fox McLeod has knocked it out of the park.'

'A witty yet unflinching exploration of women's sacrifice, desire, and the quiet violence of being a good girl.'

‘Rachel Fox McLeod's warm and witty prose had me hooked from page one. This refreshingly honest debut moves seamlessly from laugh-out-loud funny to quietly devastating before reaching its emotionally satisfying conclusion. With fabulously flawed characters and real emotional resonance, Disgraceful is my favourite kind of read. An exciting new voice in Australian fiction!’

‘A delicious read in every way. Hilarious, heartfelt, raw and real.’ 

'Balls-to-the-wall fearless, funny as hell, and all the feels. This book broke my heart then put it back together again. An unforgettable read.' 

'Rachel Fox McLeod writes with humour and sharp insight, but always with care. It is at different times heartbreaking, horrifying, exciting and genuinely funny. Disgraceful feels lived-in and truthful, not theoretical. Proving that sometimes the so-called bad decisions – the one that crack everything open – are the very choices that save us. Disgraceful is a confident, confronting and emotionally intelligent debut, and a true page-turner.'

'Disgraceful is a wild, witty and expansive novel that thrilled me from the first page to the last. A coming-of-age story for menopausal women, it explodes the mythology surrounding the expectations and opportunities that too often define our lives. It offers a rich, deep and sometimes disturbing examination of what happens when women step outside the bounds of expected behaviour, never once straying into saccharine territory or shying away from difficult truths. Brava, Rachel Fox McLeod.'

‘Wise, funny and unflinchingly honest, Disgraceful asks us to consider the true self we might find if we shed the layers life has asked us to don. Grace’s undulating path back to herself is a lesson in self-reflection and an inspiring reminder that beauty can sprout in the darkest times. A brilliant debut.’ 

‘One of those fearless storytellers with the ability to transport the reader so truthfully into someone else’s life that they can’t help but recognise themselves, or someone they love, in the story – I’m calling it now . . . Rachel Fox McLeod is about to become your new favourite author.'