Carrying, Samantha Josephs
Carrying, Samantha Josephs
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Carrying

Author: Samantha Josephs

Narrator: Samantha Josephs

Unabridged: TBD

Format: Digital Audiobook Download

Publisher: Penguin Audio

Published: 10/06/2026

Categories: Fiction, Horror, Lgbtq+


Synopsis

She’s serving.
She’s eating.
She’s . . . Carrying.

In this electrifying horror debut that’s equal parts funny and harrowing, a stealth trans woman desperate to maintain her picture-perfect life discovers that she’s seemingly—impossibly—pregnant.

Everything Martha’s wanted, she’s made for herself.

Meet Martha: perfect wife, perfect stepmother, perfect woman. She’s got an adoring husband who wants more kids with her, a loving stepdaughter who looks up to her, and a body to die for. She’s an absolute pro: Salon-quality blowouts at home? Done. Perfectly plated meals on the table every day? Effortless. Meticulously faked miscarriages so her husband won’t suspect the truth? Just hand over the Oscar now.

Martha is trans, so stealth even her family has no idea. She carved the woman she is out of the marble of a boy, and she’ll do whatever it takes to protect what she’s built. When a mysterious chronic illness and its debilitating symptoms threaten to upend her existence, she starts experimental treatments and gives in to her surprising, unsettling cravings. She’s even more shocked to discover that she’s undeniably, impossibly pregnant.

With her body changing rapidly outside of her control and her choices dwindling, Martha struggles to maintain the life she’s fought so hard to live while preparing for the motherhood she never thought she’d have.

About The Author

Samantha Josephs is a trans woman writer and semi-retired drag queen from New York City, now living in Los Angeles. A graduate of the University of Southern California’s Writing for Screen and Television program, she’s written for podcasts, video games, apps, and erotica. Carrying is her debut novel.


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A Publishers Weekly Buzz Book
A Crime Reads Best Thriller of June
A Pink News Must-Read LGBTQ+ Book of the Year
A Phrasemaker Book to Watch
A Debutiful Most Anticipated Debut of the Year

"Not sure I've ever experienced a wider range of emotions during a single read. Carrying is a totally original (stomach-turning, laugh-out-loud, horrifying, heartwarming) work of art." —Marisa Kashino, USA Today bestselling author of Best Offer Wins

“Provocative and sharply original, Carrying is as unsettling as it is addictive. A body horror that pulls you in, disturbs you quietly, and doesn’t let you go. Samantha Josephs has a bold, singular voice.” —Raphael Montes, #1 internationally bestselling author of The Secret Dinner

“Pitched as Rosemary’s Detransition, Baby, Samantha Josephs’s debut novel is a notable entry in the (unsurprisingly robust) canon of trans body horror literature. . . It’s a fun, nasty little romp, and Josephs deftly weaves the visceral horror of embodiment into the domestic drama at the center of the book. Read it, but not while you’re eating.” —Lit Hub

Oscillating between sinister, sexy, and sardonicCarrying features a fresh and freaky coat of paint to familiar themes in trans literature using the kind of body-horror and sharp wit that I crave when I’m looking for a fleshed out world to fall into.” —Miss Benny

Carrying ruined my weekend plans because I couldn't put it down and couldn't stop talking about it. I was insatiable, much like Martha, eager to devour every last word of Samantha Josephs' electric debut. Centered around one of the great antiheroes of contemporary fiction, Josephs' wickedly funny novel is at once grotesque and picturesque. It examines womanhood, motherhood, suburbia, and identity (ew, I know) through the sharpest pen, drawing blood on every page. The prose has the surgical precision of someone who has been carrying this story for a lifetime and the confidence of someone born to tell it, with a keen eye for the performance of femininity and the violence underneath it. Carrying wrecked me and delighted me in equal measure, a balance that's nearly impossible to pull off. The envy I felt reading this—wishing I could be both Martha and Samantha at once—is impossible to describe. Tens across the board. This book will probably make you trans.” —Tommy Dorfman, bestselling author of Maybe This Will Save Me

“A sharp horror exploring the trans experience with razor-sharp writing. Joseph understands how to pace a story to perfection.” —Debutiful

“Of everything we’re tracking, this is one of the debuts we’re most curious to see break through.” —Phrasemaker

“Josephs does a great job of making Martha not only sympathetic, but justified . . . Carrying captivated me from the very first sentence and kept me reading throughout. The pacing was incredibly quick . . . This book is a true page turner that incorporates all of the elements of queer fiction, identity, women’s fiction, and horror into one. I would highly recommend this book for anyone looking for a deliciously repugnant story of being a woman.” —Write Through the Night