The Imagined Life, Andrew Porter
The Imagined Life, Andrew Porter
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The Imagined Life

Author: Andrew Porter

Narrator: Lee Osorio

Unabridged: 8 hr 46 min

Format: Digital Audiobook Download

Published: 04/15/2025


Synopsis

From the award-winning, internationally acclaimed writer, a taut, elegiac novel about a man trying to uncover the truth about the father who left him behind

Steven Mills has reached a crossroads. His wife and son have left, and they may not return. Which leaves him determined to find out what happened to his own father, a brilliant, charismatic professor who disappeared in 1984 when Steve was twelve, on a wave of ignominy.

As Steve drives up the coast of California, seeking out his father’s friends, family members, and former colleagues, the novel offers us tantalizing glimpses into Steve’s childhood—his parents’ legendary pool parties, the black-and-white films on the backyard projector, secrets shared with his closest friend. Each conversation in the present reveals another layer of his father’s past, another insight into his disappearance. Yet with every revelation, his father becomes more difficult to recognize. And, with every insight, Steve must confront truths about his own life.

Rich in atmosphere, and with a stunningly sure-footed emotional compass, The Imagined Life is a probing, nostalgic novel about the impossibility of understanding one’s parents, about first loves and failures, about lost innocence, about the unbreakable bonds between a father and a son.

Cover image © 2025 Artists Rights Society (ARS), New York / DACS, London

About The Author

ANDREW PORTER is the author of the story collections The Disappeared and The Theory of Light and Matter and the novel In Between Days. A graduate of the Iowa Writers’ Workshop, he has received a Pushcart Prize, a James Michener/Copernicus Fellowship, and the Flannery O’Connor Award for Short Fiction. His short story "Angelo" was selected by Celeste Ng for the 2025 Best American Short Stories, and his work has appeared in One Story, Ploughshares, American Short Fiction, Narrative, The Southern Review, and on public radio’s Selected Shorts. Currently, he teaches fiction writing and directs the creative writing program at Trinity University in San Antonio, TX.


Reviews

Goodreads review by Karen on April 07, 2025

4.5 Steven is 50 yrs old and is in a search of what happened to his father, 40 years after he left home when Steven was 12yrs old back in the mid-eighties. His father was denied tenure at the college that he taught at and it just sent him over the edge. This is the story of a family on the brink.. a mo......more

Goodreads review by Terrie on May 06, 2025

Sentimental. Troubling. Thought-provoking. Satisfying... Steven Mills is searching for answers as to why his father left him and his mother in 1984, when he was 12. He has always heard the rumors and has lived with them. Now, he wants to know the truth... The Imagined Life is a character study of......more

Goodreads review by Tracy GH on April 25, 2025

Welcome to my 8th FIVE STAR READ for 2025. 🙌 "In the imagined life, so much is different..." It is always amazing when you pick up a book with zero expectations and you are taken into a magical story. California - the 80s. As an 80s child, I appreciated the memories that this book brought to the foref......more

Goodreads review by Tammy on April 13, 2025

4.5 stars. Although this is fictional it very much felt like a memoir. After his own marriage and relationship with his son falters, our main character Steven goes on a quest to discover the truth about his father who disappeared in 1984, even reaching out to those close to his father. The book is m......more

Goodreads review by Heather on December 16, 2024

4.5 ⭐️ Wow, I really enjoyed this book! The Imagined Life follows Steven as he searches for his missing father. As the reader, we follow Steven as he reflects on and comes to terms with trauma that he endured as a child. The writing is beautiful and the story is heartbreaking and I enjoyed all of it.......more


Quotes

“A fascinating portrait. . . . Foremost among Porter’s 20th-century forebears might be Richard Yates. . . . Like Yates, Porter writes in a style that is lucid and unadorned. . . . He is less caustic than Yates, and more forgiving; generosity, rather than contempt, is the animating impulse. . . The Imagined Life [is] endowed with sympathy and propelled by the mystery behind the Mills family’s undoing. You want to find out what happens.” —Rand Richards Cooper, The New York Times Book Review

“Poignant. . . . The Imagined Life toggles between description—of Steven’s trip up the California coast—and evocative, fine-grained recollections of Steven’s preadolescent life. . . . Porter’s conjuring of al fresco backyard faculty parties fairly gleams.” —Joanne Kaufman, Wall Street Journal

“Porter deftly combines a bildungsroman with the story of a midlife crisis to deliver a cathartic resolution.” —The New Yorker

“The immaculate beach vibes of Andrew Porter’s latest novel make it a perfect summer read . . . Porter’s atmospheric prose, pacing, human insight, and compassion forged a novel I couldn’t put down.”—Adam Morgan, Esquire

"With its quiet confidence and elegant precision, The Imagined Life is a masterpiece of memory, music, and longing. Andrew Porter is one of our finest prose stylists, and everything he’s turned his attention to here—a troubled adult son struggling to understand his troubled father; the slow disintegration of an American family; a boy coming of age amidst the wine and weed of California in the early ‘80s—shimmers into pure gold." —Kimberly King Parsons, author of We Were the Universe

"The Imagined Life is a wise and elegant novel. Andrew Porter bestows so much grace on the confusion of growing up and the relatable anguish of looking back and recognizing our parents as people—true people—who struggle just as mightily with sorrow and love." —Manuel Muñoz, author of The Consequences

"The Imagined Life delves into the space between the people we love and who we wish them to be. With unsentimental precision, Andrew Porter examines the flawed relationship between a father and son, approaching it with the grace of a true literary master." —Jai Chakrabarti, author of A Play for the End of the World

“A gorgeous, glow-in-the-dark novel, and the best book yet, from an unflinching, uncompromising writer of the highest order. A paean to the ‘unreliability of memory,’ the lives we imagine for one another, and the impossibility of ever really knowing those we love and those who love us most.” —David James Poissant, author of Lake Life and The Heaven of Animals

"The Imagined Life
is haunting and intimate, Andrew Porter’s prose a master class in restraint and nuance and surprise. There are a handful of writers whose every book I will read, and Andrew Porter—because he writes novels like this—is one of them." —Lori Ostlund, author of After the Parade

"Such an alluring novel, with echoes of The Goldfinch. I was completely absorbed by The Imagined Life." —Roxy Dunn, author of As Young As This

"A fever dream of a novel, the past a faded, flickering film reel of Hockney swimming pools, bleached skies and febrile Californian dusks where secrets and desires can only be half-glimpsed behind closed doors." Karen Powell, author of Fifteen Wild Decembers and The River Within

“Master prose stylist Porter expertly evokes the heady atmosphere of Steven’s memories while sharply rendering the costs of the ‘imagined life’ that Steven has clung to ever since, possibly at the expense of his own. Recommend to fans of Paul Harding’s Tinkers.” Booklist

“Porter’s novel is astute about masculinity, shame, and the ways heterosexual matrimony can constrain both wives and husbands.” —Emma Alpern, Vulture

“Psychologically intricate and briskly paced.” —Kirkus Reviews

“A sensitive and insightful novel . . . Porter patiently knits [its thematic] strands together, culminating in an impressively moving climax.”—Harvey Freedenberg, Shelf Awareness