The Chaos of my Mind
a bipolar memoir

Please let me go. So many times I've wanted everyone to just let me go. But they didn't and I'm here. The fight to get here was impossibly hard, but so worth it.  This is the story of how I got here, the story of the worst year of my life which changed everything. I have bipolar disorder which takes me from the extremes of depression to the giddy heights of mania and for awhile there I didn't think I was going to live to tell my story. So let me take you with me on the journey. It's dark at times, an all encompassing darkness, and yet there is also lightness and hope.