Not Yours To Keep
A Novel

Thank you Netgalley for the advance copy! The book is told from the point of view of Tyler, Billie, and Anne. Billie is having issues getting pregnant and Tyler is wrestling with even wanting children. Anne comes into their lives and basically turns it upside down. The wild ride this story takes you......more

First of all: Billie and Tyler are insufferable. Two of the most non-communicating-est, avoidant, non-perceptive people in the world. The world could be on fire around the two of them and they'd still be caught up in whether or not they remembered to unplug the iron before they left for work because......more

This psychological suspense grabbed me from the beginning, somehow both a slow burn but also a fast-paced read that held my attention from start to finish. Darker than most women’s fiction and deeper than your average thriller, Ruskin explores mental health and infertility throughout this complex an......more

Not Yours to Keep is a gripping thriller. So powerful and filled with emotion for me, it was a difficult read personally at times because of how raw and real the emotions were. Really interesting story that really asks the question of how far someone is willing to go. Thank you to NetGalley for this......more

Not Yours to Keep by Zelly Ruskin In this book we follow Billie and Tyler as they navigate busy careers and a devastating struggle with infertility. Things are already not going great for them, so when Tyler starts receiving anonymous, strange text messages and notes it sends both him and his wife in......more