I Fear My Pain Interests You, Stephanie LaCava
I Fear My Pain Interests You, Stephanie LaCava
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I Fear My Pain Interests You
A Novel

Author: Stephanie LaCava

Narrator: Carlotta Brentan

Unabridged: 4 hr 44 min

Format: Digital Audiobook Download

Publisher: Tantor Media

Published: 01/13/2026


Synopsis

A punky, raw novel of millennial disaffection, trauma and 1960s cinemaMargot is the child of renowned musicians and the product of a particularly punky upbringing. Burnt-out from the burden of expectation and the bad end of the worst relationship yet, she leaves New York and heads to to the Pacific Northwest. She's seeking to escape both the eyes of the world and the echoing voice of that last bad man. But a chance encounter with a dubious doctor in a graveyard, and the discovery of a dozen old film reels, opens the door to a study of both the peculiarities of her body and the absurdities of her famous family.A literary take on cinema du corps, Stephanie LaCava's new novel is an audaciously sexy and moving exploration of culture and connections, bodies and breakdowns.

Reviews

Goodreads review by Barry on June 20, 2022

ok we all need to move on from the "chic young woman is an emotional wreck" genre.......more

Goodreads review by Dani on December 26, 2022

this book was the biggest let down of the year for me. upon reading the premise, i was so excited to dive into a dark, psychological work about the fetishization of female pain & our fascination with it, told through the eyes of a young girl who was a child actor running away from her past. this boo......more

Goodreads review by s. on September 15, 2022

i love a woman with rancid vibes. not a read for everyone, but i found it to be an evocative spine tingler.......more

Goodreads review by Anna on December 26, 2023

I was very taken by this book. At the beginning the main character Margot is floating around, plagued by intrusive thoughts, pale, stylish, thin, glam, emotionally detached, unable to feel pain. She lives in the overwrought, dense world of New York, a world full of shattered dreams of an acting and......more

Goodreads review by adastraia on September 30, 2022

shortly said: this book is confusing. and not in a good, fun, entertaining way. more of a why am i even reading this way. the main plot literally starts 100 pages in (of 180). the premise would have been an interesting one but it falls incredibly flat. the prose is absolutely beautiful though.......more