Awake, Jen Hatmaker
Awake, Jen Hatmaker
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Awake
A Memoir

Bestseller

Author: Jen Hatmaker

Narrator: Jen Hatmaker

Unabridged: 7 hr 30 min

Format: Digital Audiobook Download

Published: 09/23/2025


Synopsis

Read by the author with appearances from family and friends. The program also features bonus commentary and clips from her wildly popular podcast, For The Love.

“I can’t imagine any woman reading this without feeling seen, inspired, and totally empowered.” —Mel Robbins

“A MASTERPIECE, you guys. This memoir by the great Jen Hatmaker *cannot* be missed. I was riveted as if to a thriller and touched/moved/inspired in ways I can’t quite articulate yet. Just please read. You’ll thank me.” —Elin Hilderbrand, on Instagram

From Jen Hatmaker—beloved New York Times bestselling author and host of the For the Love podcast—a brutally honest, funny, and revealing memoir about the traumatic end of her twenty-six-year-long marriage, and the beginning of a different kind of love story.

At 2:30 a.m. on July 11, 2020, Jen Hatmaker woke up to her husband of twenty-six years whispering in his phone to another woman from their bed. It was the end of life as she knew it. In the months that followed, she went from being a shiny, funny, popular leader to a divorced wreck on antidepressants and antianxiety meds, parenting five kids alone with no clue about the functioning of her own bank accounts. Having led millions of women for over a decade—urging them to embrace authenticity, find radical agency, and create healthy relationship—she felt like a catastrophic failure.

In Awake, Jen shares for the first time what happened when she found herself completely lost at sea—and how she made it to shore. In candid, sur­prisingly funny vignettes spanning forty years of girlhood, marriage, and parenting, Jen lays bare the disorienting upheaval of midlife—the implosion of a marriage, the unraveling of religious and cultural systems, and the grief that accompanies change you didn’t ask for. And, drawing on all resources—from without and within—Jen dares to question the systems beneath the whole house of cards, and to reckon with the myths, half-truths, and lies that brought her to this point.

More than one woman’s story, Awake is a critical analysis of the story given to all of us: the story of gender limitations, religious subservience, body shame, self-erasure. With refreshing candor, Jen explores a midlife renaissance—grieving what’s lost, cherishing possibility, and entering the second half of life wide awake.

About Jen Hatmaker

Jen Hatmaker is a New York Times bestselling author, speaker, and podcast host whose voice has become a source of honesty, humor, and hope for millions of readers. Known for her candid reflections on faith, family, and community, Hatmaker writes with warmth and wit, blending sharp cultural insight with a deeply personal touch.

Her books-including For the Love, Of Mess and Moxie, and Fierce, Free, and Full of Fire-encourage readers to embrace authenticity and live with courage, even in the face of change and uncertainty. Beyond her writing, Hatmaker reaches a wide audience through her popular podcast For the Love, where she interviews thought leaders, artists, and everyday people who inspire meaningful conversation.

An advocate for justice, belonging, and spiritual curiosity, Hatmaker invites readers into an openhearted exploration of what it means to live fully and love generously.


Reviews

Goodreads review by Robin on September 25, 2025

Well. Damn. As someone who grew up in church (we weren’t just there every time the doors were open—we had keys), I know from personal experience how incredibly hard it is to admit you’ve been duped by the church. Especially in a situation like Jen’s, where The Church wasn’t just her community—it was h......more

Goodreads review by Jill on August 16, 2025

I debated entering the discussion of this book honestly because I'm not exactly sure what to make of Jen's transformation over recent years. When I first heard her years ago I thought she was refreshingly honest and relatable. I was unsure what to think as she began deconstructing and talking more a......more

Goodreads review by Megan on September 02, 2025

I had kids to feed at one point today, but then I downloaded this book. Are they still here? Is it bedtime? Halfway through, I texted the following to my best friend: “It’s all so fking good The best she’s ever written It’s so genuine I don’t feel any performative three-ness” I’ve always been a fan of......more

Goodreads review by Anna on September 02, 2025

Thanks to the generosity of the publisher, which provided me with an Advance Reader Copy, I can write this preliminary review. I stayed AWAKE way too long, until my eyes burned, begging me to finally give in to sleep. My heart can hardly stand reliving the anger, anguish, and pain that I felt for Jen......more

Goodreads review by Elise on March 28, 2025

Wow, wow, wow. Gorgeous, funny, wise.......more


Quotes

"If social media numbers and my math are correct, Jen Hatmaker has 1,518,500 combined followers on Facebook, Instagram, and X—and they will love this book. Those who have watched her videos or listened to her podcasts will immediately recognize her distinctive speaking style in this memoir recounting her journey from the trauma of divorce and evangelicalism to the healing and rebuilding of her life. Her cadence is energetic, and listeners will be captivated by her combination of gravity and humor overlaid with forthright sincerity. Also, featured in the audiobook are asides voiced by friends and family, as well as audio clips of interviews from Jen’s podcasts (not found in the print edition). It all adds up to a candid, earnest, and engaging portrayal of her life."