Autopsy of an ExTeen Heartthrob, Avan Jogia
Autopsy of an ExTeen Heartthrob, Avan Jogia
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Autopsy (of an Ex-Teen Heartthrob)
(poems of rage, love, sex, and sadness)

Author: Avan Jogia

Narrator: Avan Jogia

Unabridged: 2 hr 53 min

Format: Digital Audiobook Download

Published: 02/11/2025


Synopsis

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Writer, director, and actor Avan Jogia delivers a bright and acidic poetry collection on fame, rage, love, and sadness. A biting postmortem of the modern age, for fans of Lana Del Rey and Atticus.

Avan Jogia grew up as a teen idol. He stumbled into the spotlight during the birth of the internet, the early days of Instagram and Twitter, before everyone online was a star. He spent his time in that spotlight writing, observing the cult of celebrity, the hilarity, the absurdity, and sometimes sinister side of being idolized before you’ve even had the chance to decide for yourself who you are.

Now, in his most revealing and honest work to date, he has assembled a book of poems as an act of self-dissection. Part boozy lovesick rage and part personal reflection on the nature of fame, Autopsy (of an Ex-Teen Heartthrob) is a sharp, tantalizing collection of poems examining Avan’s relationship with ego, idolatry, love as an act of worship, rage as an act of prayer, and sadness as confession.

Through vivid imagery (and sometimes startling honesty) Avan cuts himself open and observes the false gods he has worshipped, the ways he has sinned, and exhumes a version of himself that looks like someone we all know: a person searching for the means to cure pain, mend the wounds of insecurity, and satiate cravings for love.

About Avan Jogia

Avan Jogia is an artist whose work spans film, writing, and music. He is also the author of Mixed Feelings. Follow him on Instagram @Jogia and on TikTok @Avan.Jogia.


Reviews

Goodreads review by Ayman on February 06, 2025

this collection of poems explores the themes of love, fame, and the complexities of human emotions. avan jogia’s ability to capture fleeting moments of emotion in such a powerful way is truly remarkable. the poems in the beginning of the book were my personal favorite, especially ‘orange carpet.’ ava......more

Goodreads review by Jan on February 10, 2025

I loved victorious so of course I had to listen to this......more

Goodreads review by oceania on March 05, 2025

listened as an audiobook while high off the eddy, good choice because the best part of this by far was listening to avan jogia’s narration. his performance is very compelling, but then again, he is an Actor, which he will not let you forget that in this autobiographical collection of poetry. things i......more

Goodreads review by Darian on March 05, 2025

This felt like the self indulgent tweets or IG posts of one the most annoying indie guys you know irl. I’ve definitely read worse, but this just was not for me.......more

Goodreads review by les :p on March 01, 2025

DNF at 150 or so pages. honestly i just got bored. the best parts of the book are honestly the parts that read like memoirs or short stories, the ‘poems’ sound like something straight out of the curriculum of the rupi kaur school of cornballs. avan jogia i think you have the potential to come across......more