Always Crashing in the Same Car, Matthew Specktor
Always Crashing in the Same Car, Matthew Specktor
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Always Crashing in the Same Car
On Art, Crisis, and Los Angeles, California

Author: Matthew Specktor

Narrator: Matthew Specktor

Unabridged: 9 hr 4 min

Format: Digital Audiobook Download

Published: 08/24/2021


Synopsis

Blending memoir and cultural criticism, Matthew Specktor explores family legacy, the lives of artists, and a city that embodies both dreams and disillusionment.

In 2006, Matthew Specktor moved into a crumbling Los Angeles apartment opposite the one in which F. Scott Fitzgerald spent the last moments of his life. Fitz had been Specktor's first literary idol, someone whose own passage through Hollywood had, allegedly, broken him. Freshly divorced, professionally flailing, and reeling from his mother's cancer diagnosis, Specktor was feeling unmoored. But rather than giving in or "cracking up," he embarked on an obsessive journey to make sense of the mythologies of "success" and "failure" that haunt the artist's life and the American imagination.

Part memoir, part cultural history, part portrait of place, Always Crashing in the Same Car explores Hollywood through a certain kind of collapse. It's a vibrant and intimate inspection of failure told through the lives of iconic, if under-sung, artists—Carole Eastman, Eleanor Perry, Warren Zevon, Tuesday Weld, and Hal Ashby, among others—and the author's own family history. Through this constellation of Hollywood figures, he unearths a fascinating alternate history of the city that raised him and explores the ways in which curtailed ambition, insufficiency, and loss shape all our lives.

About Matthew Specktor

Matthew Specktor is the author of the novels American Dream Machine and That Summertime Sound; a nonfiction book, The Sting; and the forthcoming memoir The Golden Hour. His writing has appeared in the New York Times, the Paris Review, the Believer, Tin House, Vogue, GQ, Black Clock, and Open City. He has been a MacDowell fellow, and is a founding editor of the Los Angeles Review of Books. He resides in Los Angeles.


Reviews

An excellent read for those enamored with Hollywood, the deification of artists, and the unraveling promised after a mortal deification. Personally, although no Hollywood lore expert, I love reading about the lives of tortured and brilliant artists. Give me all the tropes--abusive parents, drug and......more

Goodreads review by Janet

A haunting, haunted memoir-in-criticism exploring a very certain kind of failure—the Hollywood variety. Screenwriter, novelist, critic Matthew Specktor intricately knits his own losses and nostalgias into a larger cultural narrative of writers and filmmakers whose failures left behind a ghostly glam......more

Matthew Specktor's forthcoming hybrid memoir from Tin House was the perfect travel companion for me during my first pandemic vacation-- it investigates success and failure through the lens of both Matthew's personal life and the trajectories of some of our nation's most beloved writers and other cre......more

A not-quite interesting memoir wrapped around "Hollywood stories" of people who peaked and then vaporized (as do most in that Biblical Biz). Author Specktor is a passionate writer; he kept me engaged despite familiar/stale Hollyla woesome bios, including his own with an abusive, alcoholic mum, that......more

Goodreads review by Kasa

I came to this book in an unusual way -- Matthew Specktor reviewed my favorite book this year in the Sunday New York Times Book Review, and, intrigued, I listened to him narrate his own biography. NYT's choice of him to review Anthony Marra's Mercury Pictures Presents shows that they choose reviewer......more