Our Long Marvelous Dying, Anna DeForest
Our Long Marvelous Dying, Anna DeForest
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Our Long Marvelous Dying
A Novel

Author: Anna DeForest

Narrator: Maggi-Meg Reed

Unabridged: 5 hr 25 min

Format: Digital Audiobook Download

Published: 07/09/2024


Synopsis

Palliative-care physician and award-winning author Anna DeForest returns with an ode to life and to death, and the ways we care for ourselves and others on our long, marvelous walk toward the end.

In a pandemic-hushed city, a young doctor lives a life of insecure attachments: to a distant partner in an untended marriage, to a loaner child who stirs up hurts from the past, to houseplants wilting in a dark apartment on a once-vibrant street. 

Through a yearlong fellowship caring for the dying and their families, death is impossible to ignore, and still more endings loom at every turn—endings made worse by wounded, avoidant doctors who don’t know how to let go. But after the sudden loss of a long-estranged father, our unnamed narrator’s work is thrown into painful relief, and we see, under threats large and small, how far we will go to hold on to our lives—no matter how little we live them. 
 
Lyrical and with piercing insight, Our Long Marvelous Dying is a meditation on the twin drives of life and death—and how all of us reckon, day by day, with their ecstatic, inevitable collide.

Reviews

Goodreads review by James on April 02, 2025

What an intriguing book! Our Long Marvelous Dying by Anna Deforest is a compelling novel about dying, death, and what it means to be alive. It’s a heart-wrenching read, but it is a rewarding one as well. The unnamed narrator in this novel shares her experience as a palliative care physician who works......more

Goodreads review by Sam on August 28, 2024

Anna DeForest is so incredible at analyzing and reckoning with complex grief in their writing. In this book, we follow a young doctor finishing a fellowship in palliative care while dealing with loss in her own life. Over the course of the book, the narrator deeply and tenderly reflects on the vastn......more

Goodreads review by Luke on January 27, 2025

"The soul is the watcher for the body, she says. And the watcher is watching that endeavor of separation. The performance of dignity is intended to say: All of this matters." This reads essentially as a sequel to DeForest's first book, A History of Present Illness; the protagonist is no longer a resi......more

Goodreads review by Samantha on December 29, 2023

"Our Long Marvelous Dying" by Anna DeForest is a poignant exploration of the human experience in the face of mortality. DeForest's lyrical prose beautifully captures the complexities of life, death, and the spaces in between. The characters are intricately developed, and the narrative unfolds with a......more

Goodreads review by Kelly on December 14, 2023

Writing about death and dying isn't easy and I applaud DeForest for a book about both. The title and cover made me want to read this one. I didn't love the story but gathered what DeForest was trying to explain. Thanks to NetGalley for the ARC.......more


Quotes

“DeForest draws from [their] own experience as a palliative care doctor to write with acute perception about the thin membrane that separates life from death. Readers of When Breath Becomes Air will want to add this to their shelf.”
 —Publishers Weekly

“An existential thriller—fast-paced, tender-hearted and brutally funny, this novel will haunt you long after you finish it. I would read DeForest on my deathbed.”—Jenny Offill, author of Weather

Our Long Marvelous Dying solidifies Anna DeForest’s place as a cool and stylish prose master of striking and exquisite sentences that refuse to turn away from what others deny; a meditation on love and dying, grief and living, and the beautiful, shattering ways they are all entwined. I raced through this book with a heart-stricken propulsion, spellbound to the gutting last line. DeForest is a remarkable talent.”—Chelsea Bieker, author of Godshot and Heartbroke

“A voice as intimate, as clarion, and as unbeholden as Anna DeForest’s—large-souled, sorrow-seasoned, scathingly truthful—comes along only every few generations. In the tensed, starkly precise sentences of Our Long Marvelous Dying, DeForest levels with us about loss and its aftershocks—the lifelong clouts of a bullying parent’s withheld love, the first meekest rumblings of alienation in a marriage, the hospitalized body’s relentless determination to be done with itself. Here is another triumph from a writer of seemingly limitless empathy, brilliance, and fortitude.”—Garielle Lutz, author of The Complete Gary Lutz

Our Long Marvelous Dying is the type of book we need much more of right now. A book that truly looks at the present moment in a way that makes us better prepared to face it. This sophomore effort confirms my sense of Anna DeForest as one of America’s best new writers.”—Matthew Salesses, author of The Sense of Wonder and Craft in the Real World

“Anna DeForest’s Our Long Marvelous Dying gives us a novelist fully in command of their instrument, staring searchingly at death without the dubious veils of euphemism or willed obliviousness. We see dying in the macro—a young doctor navigating a global death event exacerbated by myriad social and political pathologies—set against more quotidian deaths: passion crumbling within a relationship, personal agency eroding as a child is unexpectedly taken in. But what elevates Our Long Marvelous Dying into the realm of the rapturously readable is DeForest’s uncanny gift for lyric language. One can almost pick out voices—Patacara, Lorca, Durkheim, Kahlo—with whom Our Long Marvelous Dying speaks. A true artist brings an impossible thing into utter clarity; with this novel, DeForest enters with singular vision into a species-old conversation about what happens—to the dead and to the living—when we die.”—Kaveh Akbar, New York Times bestselling author of Martyr!